BLUEBERRY EYES AND PRINCESS WISHES

Oh my....last night I had one of those moments with Callen. He was looking at me talking it up about who knows what and that is when I noticed.....yes hard to believe but the reality sunk in. He has the BIGGEST blueberry eyes I have ever seen. They are to die for and just take me away and are probably the reason he can bat them and get most of what he wants (or I am just a SUCKER). Either way last night he got a NEW nickname BLUEBERRY EYES. It is hard to believe in less then 2 months my sweet baby will be turning 2 YIKES! And just after that our sweet "princess baby" will arrive..... Time is flying and I must admit we are having way to much fun. Now we went back to the doctor yesterday and I have to admit the Princess is YES still a princess...part of me thought the tech maybe wrong but low and behold she is right on the money from the looks of it . So I guess reality better sink in I am better get some princess bows and start thinking about princess name YIKES!!! Honestly we are truely blessed and excited for all life has thrown our way and this sweet little girl is a beauty....her heart, bladder, kidneys and stomach are all looking wonderful and she has the cutest little hands that she likes to keep nestled by her face. We were able to get an amazing profile picture of her as well which makes us even more excited to meet her. We thank god daily for our abundant blessings and know once we are looking into her BIG eyes we will all feel our hearts skip a beat....and she too will have 2 boys wrapped her Daddy and Callen....so watch out because I assure you she will have one overprotective brother! hahahahaha that is once he gets past the jealous stage but I am hoping that he is going to be very loving and helpful because I know what a BIG OL heart that little boy has.

Little Moments

I sit hear with a heavy heart wanting to just write to you all via email.....but then I think WHO would want to read sad stuff I write today. So instead I am going to just but this one on the blog. I sat here this morning reading post of a baby who passed away at 38 weeks just before being born due to cord strangulation (pray for baby Aiden and his mommy). I could only imagine how hard that road is. As a mommy you carry your sweet little one for 9 months and anticipate the arrival and being able to hold them close for the rest of there life, loving them and letting them know just how special they are. Then for reasons unknown to man but all up to a higher power those little moments are taken away. Then I read that Miss Tuesday passed away from stage 4 cancer and I think what a strong little girl and how hard for her twin and 2 other siblings to understand WHY? For parents that see there children suffer it must be the worst pain to endure.

Dont get me wrong I try and not take a day for granted with anyone that I love.....but I do hold my little one a bit closer at night or take a moment longer to watch him sleep or cuddle in the morning. The present is all that we are gauranteed and if ever faced with the unforsaken I hope that I too am comforted and held close like all these other parents. I know there is a plan for all of us and just when is uncertain to those on earth......So hold you babies tighter tonight and PLEASE savor the moments because they are sooooo good and so amazing and our little ones are so preciouse!